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The butterfly picture in the upper left corner is a symbol and reminder for me of the spiritual process. Sometimes I am the caterpillar - barely able to see far enough in front of me to put one foot in front of the other. Sometimes I find myself in that dark place of the soul, and I remind myself that it is simply my cocoon. While all may seem dark, and I may feel like everything is totally disintegrating around me (and in me!) a miracle is at work in my life and I will soon be able to fly! I love those days where I experience the butterfly in my life! The ability to fly above all the mundane earthy matters and remember the truth and experience God's power in tangible ways in my life are wonderful times indeed that occur more and more often as I continue this journey! Thank you, God!

If you are so inclined, I invite you to journey with me as we seek the promised land together. While I hope to share some "faithbooking" (scrapbook pages or artistic journaling about my faith journey), much of the time the journey may well be seen in words, rather than pictures. I invite you to create your own pictures. How do these things play out in your life? I'd love to hear from you about your own spiritual journey!

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Promise of Eternal Life


I've been having a bit of an emotional struggle as we head into a full year being in our new home & repairs/remodels are FAR from complete.  My husband and I lived in a home we loved for the last 20 years & expected to live out our lives there, when suddenly we both, separately, felt God telling us that it was time for a move - to live closer to my family.  We made the move as we felt guided to do, and it has been wonderful in many ways, but our new home needed a lot of work.  I was naive enough to think the work could be completed in a couple of months and then we could focus on other things, but here it is a year later and MUCH remains to be done.

I've not wanted to be like Lot's wife - looking back longingly at what we left behind, but I HAVE struggled with the state of our new home and the knowledge that the home we left didn't need this kind of work.  As things I expected to take days, take MONTHS to finish, I continue to pray that God keep me focused on Him and not the "giants in the land" (see previous post here).  Yesterday God gave me a powerful promise about all of this.

I was reading in Matthew 19, when suddenly verse 29 jumped out at me.  "And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or farms for My name's sake, shall receive many times as much, and shall inherit eternal life."  And in my spirit, I heard God say, "This promise is for YOU.  I know what you gave up when you did as you were told and moved here.  The rewards are VERY worth it!"

Father, thank you so much for understanding my human emotions and caring - even though you know how baseless they are since you know the plans you have for me, plans to prosper me and give me a future (Jer. 29:11).   I am so grateful for your guidance everyday, and for your understanding and support when things seem hard for this human. 😂  You are an amazing God, and I am so grateful for the adoption that allows me to call you 'Father'.  Thank you for the reminders of how transient and unimportant worldly things are, and of the powerful work you are doing in me as you develop my patience!  I am so grateful.  Thank you for the peace you give that transcends all earthly concerns.  I love you, Father!

Monday, May 13, 2019

Whom Are You Following?


Lately, I've been thinking a lot about diet & health.  I continue to seek God's guidance concerning the best way to feed my family & myself in order to work with Him in creating healthy bodies for us all.  The only food plan I've found in the past that seemed to help at least SOME of my symptoms was one that was quite low carb.  But I found myself quite concerned about the very limited amount of fruit and legumes that were allowed when eating that way.  I kept feeling there was something wrong when so much of the food God made was severely restricted.

When I read 1 Timothy 4:1-5, it seemed to be validation of these feelings. 
"But the Spirit explicitly says that in later times some will fall away from the faith, paying attention to deceitful spirits and doctrines of demons, by means of the hypocrisy of liars seared in their own conscience as with a branding iron, men who forbid marriage and advocate abstaining from foods which God has created to be gratefully shared in by those who believe and know the truth.  For everything created by God is good, and nothing is to be rejected, if it is received with gratitude; for it is sanctified by means of the word of God and prayer." (NAS - emphasis mine)
One of the things that I notice here is that not only are some of these ideas being brought to us by "deceitful spirits" - some are even "doctrines of demons".  That's pretty direct!  However, as I have come to understand how the food we eat can lead to cravings for things that hurt us, and even affect our frontal lobes creating impulsive behavior & fuzzy thinking in general, I can see how that could actually be the case!
I continued to seek God's guidance and was led to listen to a series of interviews - mostly with researchers who were MD's or PhD's, though others were included as well.  The recurring theme was "whole foods, plant based", and that description really resonated with me.  Here were people advocating eating all of the foods that God created to serve us as food (from my reading, though he later gave permission to eat meat, that was not the way we were created, nor what the animals were created for).  

Through these interviews I heard so many interesting research findings about this lifestyle in general, and also about specific foods.  I felt (and continue to feel) that it's important to look to God for my answers about diet rather than to some researcher or someone who claims to have received divine revelation.  I believe that God will tell ME what is best for me (though sometimes he may speak through someone else's ideas). It was still tempting, however, as I listened to interviews with these "experts", to start looking to their specific ideas with regard to specific foods, instead of checking in with God about what I "should" be doing.  

It was at this time that I was led to Colossians:
"See to it that no one takes you captive through philosophy and empty deception, according to the tradition of men, according to the elementary principles of the world, rather than according to Christ." (Col 2:8 NAS)
It seems to me that at least one of the "elementary principles of the world" are that it's not true unless you can prove it scientifically.   Though I can enjoy hearing about scientific studies that demonstrate how "fearfully and wonderfully made" our bodies are, I felt I was being clearly told that I was NOT to rely on "scientific studies" to clarify my food choices.  The truth is that even if the researchers are very ethical and are doing their very best to create an un-biased environment for their studies, they can misunderstand their results.  And that's not even getting to those unethically based and downright deceptive "scientific studies".  For my specific food choices, I need to look to God, and God alone.  

As I continued reading in Colossians, I came to these verses:
"Do not let anyone who delights in false humility and the worship of angels disqualify you. Such a person also goes into great detail about what they have seen; they are puffed up with idle notions by their unspiritual mind. They have lost connection with the head, from whom the whole body, supported and held together by its ligaments and sinews, grows as God causes it to grow. Since you died with Christ to the elemental spiritual forces of this world, why, as though you still belonged to the world, do you submit to its rules: “Do not handle! Do not taste! Do not touch!”? These rules, which have to do with things that are all destined to perish with use, are based on merely human commands and teachings. Such regulations indeed have an appearance of wisdom, with their self-imposed worship, their false humility and their harsh treatment of the body, but they lack any value in restraining sensual indulgence."  (Col 2:18-23 NAS)
Father, thank you for such direct and clear guidance!  I am so grateful that you are willing to educate me directly about ALL the choices I make in my life.  Thank you for working in me to bring about the healing I so greatly need.  Thank you for your love for me & my family.  Thank you for your patience with me as I seek to know your will - and for your strength and wisdom as I make the choices you've directed.  Thank you, Father!

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